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Your not on as much anymore
Well that I can understand. After all xanga is one of those things where either you love it or..things change. well its just like life I guess? I mean look at us now. I mean we used to be love crossed lovers. And well I had to burn that bridge..I felt like the Crow..right when I was walking out of the building where I had died..my eyes..burned with the feeling of the lights..the darkness..and the memories of everything that had happened. I know things could never go back..I knew..that everything I touched..and everything I saw..brought back memories of a past life. I died..I was buried..and everything changed..but still I'm trying to set things right..even though..I know that my own life will never be right again. I have to accept that for the truth that it is. Anyone who says your life can go back to what it was..is someone who has never died before. Alyson..I have to say..that you were a thought in my mind when I was dead..for those months I was buried..I thought and preyed for you. I was a monster..locked in a small room..and I still belive I am a monster..something that should be taken apart..and I truely leave that choice up to someone like you. I know its unfair..but I made you a promise..much like the Crow..and now. Well now you have a choice..I hate putting the presure on you. But someon has to make the choice..and I want it to be you. so if you make the choice..I will do it. Yes I still have the greatest feelings for you..and that won't change..but you have become so strong..I feel it when we talked for those times..and I know you can decide this for me..dare I hope..or do I get to rest at the end?
In truth I can't think of what I was wanting to say with that whole thing. heh. Well I just want to know what is going on with you. I miss hearing from you. And knowing that your ok. I guess the reason for my whole rant before..was to know where I was in your heart. Yes that is unfair of me..and I hope you can forgive me. But let me know how you are. What your doing. If there is anyone special in your life.
Well I saw you left me a message..but for some odd reason it wasn't there when I checked..EVIL COMPUTERS!!!!..but please forgive me for not being able to biew it..is there a way you can resend it? pwease? If not thats ok..I look foward to hearing from you though
You always put yourself down so much. Well I guess if you didn't I might have to wonder how much you have changed. I don't think you have changed that much. You still so smart and work way to hard. heh. But don't worry so much about me trying to rush you for things or responses. As for calling..well thats neither here nor there. But I respect that you have such a busy life style and that you need time to handle those things. But I say you should swallow that fear and take that leap of faith. After all if you didn't risk a little bit..I don't think we would know one another as we do now. I mean I thank God that we meet and that we became so close. I know your feelings on God..but I don't think my choices are that hot..but when it came down to you and me. It could only be a outside force..and God comes to mind. Alyson, Your a beautiful woman, strong, smart, and kind. I always wish the best for you and will always be here for you..please always know that..and if I get in trouble..I know that you will still be there for this stray cat..Don't worry I won't meow to loud at your back door for scraps..heh.
Neather of us has done anything on Zanga for a long time lols. But I like to come and listen to the songs sometimes.
Xanga ** lmao